Confusion Can Be A Heartbreaker - But I Have Faith!
Love is tough, like really tough, it can be heartbreaking, but that still doesn't change the way you feel about someone. Love can be the best thing ever, but when things get hard you get confused. And confusion can be heartbreaking cuz you don't know what that person wants anymore, or what is even going on. When you love someone, things change. And no I am not talking about the feelings people have for one another, but I am talking about people changing in general. People will do crazy things when they are in love or even in a relationship, sometimes they will change the way the talk to you, the way they look at you, or even the way they act around you.
Sometimes they do it when they don't notice it, then they beat themselves up for it when they finally do realize how they have been treating you. Yes me and Ryan have ran into a bit of a problem. For the past little while I have realized that he has changed and it has been breaking my heart because to tell you the truth, he has been acting like a total complete ASSHOLE and making me cry. But the thing is, he had no idea he was doing it. Now that he knows, he has been beating himself up for the past week about it. It has even got sooooooooo bad to the point where he has told me just to dump him cuz he didn't want to hurt me anymore. He said he still loves me, and loves me more than anything in the world, but he didn't want to hurt me anymore so he said I should just end it. But I said NO. I love him too much and I know I can help him through all this. I am will always be, AND I AM, always by his side. I will not leave him like this. Things have gotten so outta hand, he has been crying, I have been crying, we just don't know what has gotten into him. But he said he loves me too much to let a year crash and burn, so he said he will do whatever it takes to make this work. And I am putting all my trust and faith in him, so I hope we work out the way we both want it to. It sucks what love can do to a person, but like I have said, it doesn't change the feelings we have for eachother. This just goes to prove how much love we actually do have for one another, we are gonna work everything out, look past this and move on. We are gonna have a good future together, and eventually get married!! We are each others first actual love and it feels great. Couples do go through rough patches but it only goes back to what it used to be if you both have faith in the realationship. And Ryan and I do!! We WILL make it. We will see a brighter future, we WILL be toether forever and I just know we will.
How do I know??? Well I know because I love him more than anything in this world and I know he feels the same way about me. We will both do everything we can for one another, and when we make mistakes, we try sooo hard to fix them. Then later on, we laugh about them. Today on the phone, he told me I was the most amazing girl he has in his life and he never wants to lose me, he wants to have a future with me, and he wants to see my face when he wakes up from sleeping. I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE CUTEST THING HE HAS EVER SAID TO ME! I started to cry. So I told him we can do this together. I do hate who he has become but I can see he is changing already back to he actually is. Even though I have just told him on monday, but I can already see an improvement. I guess he really does love me as much as he says he does, right? I hate the things he has done to me in the past while... but couples do make mistakes just like every other human been.
To end this, ryan is my life, and from what I know, I am his too. We love eachother so much we just hit a rough patch right now, but we are on the verge of fixing it. Nothing can stop us. Some say we are meant to be, we ARE indeed ... true love!
Sometimes they do it when they don't notice it, then they beat themselves up for it when they finally do realize how they have been treating you. Yes me and Ryan have ran into a bit of a problem. For the past little while I have realized that he has changed and it has been breaking my heart because to tell you the truth, he has been acting like a total complete ASSHOLE and making me cry. But the thing is, he had no idea he was doing it. Now that he knows, he has been beating himself up for the past week about it. It has even got sooooooooo bad to the point where he has told me just to dump him cuz he didn't want to hurt me anymore. He said he still loves me, and loves me more than anything in the world, but he didn't want to hurt me anymore so he said I should just end it. But I said NO. I love him too much and I know I can help him through all this. I am will always be, AND I AM, always by his side. I will not leave him like this. Things have gotten so outta hand, he has been crying, I have been crying, we just don't know what has gotten into him. But he said he loves me too much to let a year crash and burn, so he said he will do whatever it takes to make this work. And I am putting all my trust and faith in him, so I hope we work out the way we both want it to. It sucks what love can do to a person, but like I have said, it doesn't change the feelings we have for eachother. This just goes to prove how much love we actually do have for one another, we are gonna work everything out, look past this and move on. We are gonna have a good future together, and eventually get married!! We are each others first actual love and it feels great. Couples do go through rough patches but it only goes back to what it used to be if you both have faith in the realationship. And Ryan and I do!! We WILL make it. We will see a brighter future, we WILL be toether forever and I just know we will.
How do I know??? Well I know because I love him more than anything in this world and I know he feels the same way about me. We will both do everything we can for one another, and when we make mistakes, we try sooo hard to fix them. Then later on, we laugh about them. Today on the phone, he told me I was the most amazing girl he has in his life and he never wants to lose me, he wants to have a future with me, and he wants to see my face when he wakes up from sleeping. I THOUGHT THAT WAS THE CUTEST THING HE HAS EVER SAID TO ME! I started to cry. So I told him we can do this together. I do hate who he has become but I can see he is changing already back to he actually is. Even though I have just told him on monday, but I can already see an improvement. I guess he really does love me as much as he says he does, right? I hate the things he has done to me in the past while... but couples do make mistakes just like every other human been.
To end this, ryan is my life, and from what I know, I am his too. We love eachother so much we just hit a rough patch right now, but we are on the verge of fixing it. Nothing can stop us. Some say we are meant to be, we ARE indeed ... true love!
posted by .:.Katie.:. at 7:01 p.m.
1 Comments:
aww katy babe:):) thats is awesome that you guys are working it out and i think it is awesome that you guys are meant to be. i love you babe and ryan will see your point of view soon!
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