Double dating!

Tomorrow night Teri has a date with some dude from Cache Creek named Brian and she wanted Nicole and Todd to double date with her but unfortunately Todd is gonna be in the coast So I am going!! Yupp as Nicole's awesome date!!! WAHOO! I soo can't wait.
I thought up this great idea of trying to confuse this Brian dude in making him think that me and Nicole are actuall dates!! Hahha I love you nikki and teri.
I am pretty stoked. Ryan will not be coming because he will be over at his friends playing Halo 3 .. typical guy and his nintendo but I dont care cuz I will be out with my friends for a night which I haven't done in 11 months ever since I started dating Ryan.
I miss my friends, but I do still love ryan.

My Birthday Today

Well as you all should know today is my birthday. And I got some pretty awesome gifts from my best friends Teri, Nicole, and Sam. They all bought me dolphin stuff - shocker isnt it? - but Teri got me the funniest dolphin things that I just got a kick out of. But anyway, tongiht Ryan is coming to see me since I haven't seen in like 3 days since we started our week break - which I am ending tonight because I miss him too much. I love him soooo much!! So I am ending the break.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I turned 17 at 7L11 this morning. Yupp thats right a gas station baby!

Today is the day me and Ryan are going to Ashcroft so I can get my hair cut and re-layered. I think it will be awesome. And plus, like I have mentioned 20 times already I am also going to get my belly button and my nose pierced.!!! YAY!!
But anywho, my life is slowly getting better. I am still not at home but I am living at my stepbrother's here in town. and so far it has been good. Ryan might come to stay the night on Saturday, so that should be fun. We will be playing lots of nintendo. Yupp thats right, a girl who can play nintendo.
But some other news is that my birthday is now in 7 days!!! YESSSSSSS! And I am slowly getting my correspondence done. I just finished the fist package now I have to send it back and they will be sending me another one.
Man, being in grade 12 is stressful. you gotta figure out what you want to do with your life and where you want to go, and blah blah blah.
Anywho I just got outta the shower, time to go get ready to go to Ashcroft!!
Cyaaaaa

Stress, Stress ARGGGHHH!

Arghh my life right at this moment isn't the best. All it is right now is stress and trying to find a place to live. Basically everyone in this class knows what I am talking about so I am not embarressed to talk about it. Me and my dad got into a HUGE fricken fight last wednesday and he told me some bad stuff and called me down and blah blah blah and then he kicked me out cuz I finally stood up for my rights and for myself plus my little brother. I am the only one in my family who is not afraid to stick up for myself if I am not feeling comfortable at home. So, anyway it left me with no place to stay. Well, thats not true. I have been staying at Ryan's house here in town with him because his mom seen me crying that wednesday night and I have been staying there since. And now I might be staying at my step-brothers here in town. But last night I went home and talked to my dad and told him to come concilling with me. So he did agree. And I also told him that if he doesnt change than I will NEVER be returning home. I will have a place to stay in 2 weeks if he doesnt change his way.
I love you babe for sticking beside me even though I was stressed out. And I appreciate what his mom did for me!!! LOVE YOU ALL!

The Big 10 Months

Ryan and I finally made it to the big 10 months of being together today (the 14th). 2 more months and it will be a year!!! I am sooo stoked. I love him with all my heart and I wouldnt change it for the world. I would risk my own life just to be with him. He makes me smile, and even makes me laugh when I am down. I know I couldn't do any better.
I am actually gonna grad earlier than the rest of the grade 12's if I can complete and pass my english 12 correspondence before the next semester. If not, well then I will be crushed and be back sitting here which is not what I want to I will do my best to get a good enough grade on it. Then if I do pass it, I will be living in Kamloops with Ryan till graduation and I will be back here for that which I am excited about already. I hope our theme will be Hawaii!!!!!
But anyway, back to what I was writting about, I am soooo glad I found a guy like Ryan who knows how to treat a girl right and with a lot of respect and I appreciate that so0o0o much! I just know that there will be MANY MANY more months to follow after this.! We are going to Kamloops tomorrow and I will be treating him to a movie and he will be taking us out for dinner. So that will be sweet.
I LOVE YOU RYAN NOW AND FOREVER!.:.MUAH! xoxoxo
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Piercings, Piercings, BIRTHDAY!

Well, I think ya'll should know about this blog just by lookin' at tha title. Some of ya know what I'm talkin' about, some of ya do not. Well for those who don't, I'm goin' to Kamloops this Saturday with my awesomely hott babe and I will be gettin' my bellybutton pierced AND a little pink stud put into my nose. Yes that's right, PINK! Who woulda guessed that, eh? It's about time too. I've been wanting this done since I was 12 but my parents said no at tha time, but now my mom says yes even though she does live in red deer alberta, but my dad probably still wont like it BUT HEY what can he do I am 16 almost 17 and you need to be 16 to go get it done without parents permission so HAHA DAD!!! lol
And also, my sweet 17th birthday is now in 16 days!! I am sooo stoked. Even though, sadly enough, I cant go get my "N" cuz my dad is always working. But Ryan said he would take me out more whenever he can.!. ... I LOVE YA DARLIN!
But that is all .... YA'LL!
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Sch00l WAS Out F0r Summer!!!!

This years summer went by really, really fast! Ryan finally met my mom since she does live all the way out in Red Deer and was staying down in BC camping for a week, and she loved him. Apparently he has a good sence of humor. On August first, that was when Ryan moved to Kamloops. He got accepted to do carpentry over at the golf course in Savana. I was practically living with Ryan in Kamloops all summer long after I quit my job here in town. It was pretty awesome, we played some lazer tag, paintball, swimming at the beach, SHOPPING, movies...... We went and seen The Simpsons Movie, Halloween (freaky movie by the way), Rush Hour 3, Transformers (AWESOME movie), Harry Potter 5 ..........
And now I am back at school doing nothing but counting the days till graduation comes. Last year for me, last time I have to do English!!!! YAY!!!!!! Overall summer was AWESOME. After I grad I am moving in with Ryan in Kamloops! xoxoxoxox